When you know you can’t have him, yoments witu start wanting him more than ever before. You start dreaming about him and you start imagining all this random stuff and cute moh him. And even when you know so well that it won’t ever happen, you just don’t give up wishing for it. Because for once, it feels so good to have something to hold on to. Something worth fighting for. And even if you don’t talk to him a lot, it’s those little moments that keep you hoping and wishing with all your heart. damn boy I want you so fucking bad. I would do almost everything to be with you. but you just don’t see, and I sure as hell won’t ever tell you because I made that mistake before. And I know it’s been years. But I’m a girl. And girls don’t forget.